i totally understand your feelings. You want them all to make it. All of them makign it is scary. you'd be happy if just 2 made it. You'd be sad about the one that didn't. You can't bear the thought of losing all, you can't process the thought of having three. LOL Whew! what a whirlwind.. But baby girl you are very pregnant. And i am still very happy for you. Can't wait until heartbeat time!! Woop!!